@kabriana If it’s platforms you’re worried about then try out IFX Brokers, they’re a local broker so you can go to their offices even if need be and they’re regulated by our financial authority here.
I use them along with MetaTrader5 to place my orders and TradingView for charting purposes.
Trading like any business has expenses and losses should be viewed as the cost of doing business with the markets, everyone’s going to lose and give back to the market but those who come out ahead have solid money management principles they follow
I’d suggest trying swing trading to learn and get started, it’s far easier than day trading as a starting point
Trading is hard and really mentally taxing, but it’s a choice we traders make because of the benefits we get from it, everyone gets to a point of breaking and those who make it are the ones who push through that breaking point learn their mistakes and come out the tunnel profitable